Leave me alone! ...Wait! I didn't mean it!

It's rounding 11 on a Friday night.

I am alone, depressed, and huddled below a comforter. I am looking up pickup trucks on the internet, trying to find a good deal. They're expensive.

I just made a cave out of said comforter. It feels no better than it did before, even though it is a pleasant and warm comforter. I still feel very alone.

Tomorrow is Saturday, but I anticipate a downer of a weekend. My boss's fiancee / girlfriend is in town and I expect them to either be out doing things (with the car) or having sex in his room (which is all too close to my own).

I wish my fucking bills were all paid off, right now, so that I could live anywhere I wanted to.